Southernfinery, 60

if ur gay why can't I ask you about it?when did u decide to be gay?Please don't insult my intelligence with the bull about it being in u from birth.God doesn't make mistakes so when He made you female,he means for you to stay that way.If a man rapes a boy,why and how does that make u gay?Why aren't you wondering how it is eating at you so much that it is stealing ur identity?Why are you rolling over and excepting another of ur whole individulism?Why aren't you fighting to hang on to your soul,your identity?If you were and/or ed,why are you letting it continue?I understand how you can hate what you see in your mirror and how you can blame yourself for it all but at what time do you decide to be a survivor by fighting back?How can you stand before others proclaiming that your a survivor when you don't have an identity of your own?How can you say God doesn't make mistakes and yet your living a life that proclaims your whole identity is a mistake?...I love the dean kootnz odd thomas books.I also enjoy mary higgins clark.I love reading in my bible and I enjoy poetry(writing and reading it).Going into the bookstores is like walking into another diminsion.I love the ones with the coffeehouse in them like barnes and nobles or books-a-million.I loved reading when I was younger because it let me escape everyday life and there are some that really need to escape their reality.